Worthy

I feel most humans need that contact with other humans. I use to crave being away from other humans , I can’t stand all the different ways of being “you”. I distanced myself because I take friendship dear. I am a strange person as well lol. You know you are reading my blog 🤷‍♀️ Seriously though, I am complicated if you don’t like me or know me I am hard to take and still understand. I am worthy of the tolerance you allow though.

Sometimes though you just “fallout”. Even with love and relationships. Currently I love who I am with no one else I love currently, just him. I am though no where near in love with him. Couldn’t even imagine it. I think. Weird realization time. It is what it is. Life is that. You love you hurt you move on.

I am a mom first and foremost that’s always my problem. I should be me, but I am not. I can recognize that fact and most cannot so thumbs up for me. Any others that can see that too. One day it will be me. I have a 2 & 3 year old be a long time lol !

The Covid has brought a lot of time for people to think and get to know themselves and whom they live with. Families become tighter or harder at heart. Big difference spending 24/7 together running hear and doing this and that ….. than spending 24/7 together doing 100% together 24/7.

Makes ya think ….. uh ?

You are welcome.

Anyways that’s my odd thinking of tonight. Enjoy your dreams or days that’s about to begin off to watch some crazy show to give Rene crazy dreams and spawn other odd ramblings of my overanxiousmimd .

Not today Road Runner

Some days you can’t do it any more. Some days I feel like the Road Runner Beep Beep !

Today is not your day Road Runner , I have fell over and not on the X anymore.

What does it mean to you ..

You can take 6 people and 3 words and the meaning can mean 4 different things to eazch person. Body language is key. Atleast for me in life.

I grew up pretty protective of myself , i answer yes or no. I do not really allow probing quetions. Me , so that is simple. If you dont know me by now, I doubt you need to know me, YOU WOULD ANYWAYS LOL.

I have some mental issues I have PTSD and severe anxiety (enough i am fighting for disability). I can leave my house with my kids in the car with me , pass a 911 vehicle and turn around No Matter , i belive they are going to my houe. Really you can lugh.

I know its crazy its ok.

Whats your favorite song, why ? What lyrics or lyric makes the song your fave ? What moment ? I think these stories are the best, please share with me your story .

I promise to share hit comments : )